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last saturday... actually i don't know what really happened. only one thing, the past should've not been brought up. i mean, for sure she didn't mean to compare, but that's how it sounded. i felt really bad about it. i felt bad for my boyfriend. technically that was the first time i brought him with them, and it was a disaster. the intention to talk with my boyfriend was clear but come on, there was no need to compare. there just some things that's better to be left unsaid. with my boyfriend's friends, there are issues too, but they didn't disrespect me. i never heard any mean or hurtful things from them. they just respected Joboy's decision since they are his friends. that's the thing. you guys, you just don't have to accept my decision, you gotta respect it also. i was really hurt by what happened. like i said, how you treat my Man is the same way how you treat me. i understand that you had some good times with my Ex. we all did. but you guys, please respect my decision. do it for me. you just need some time to get to know my boyfriend then you'll see. wala kayo masasabi sa kanya kung sa pakikisama lang din, sya na yung pinaka- magaling makisama. just give him back what he gives you, and that is respect. you can't blame a person if you think he's not giving as much effort to get to know you as compared to this other person. Joboy is my other half now. accepting me means accepting, and respecting him also. i thank those who do. love you Abi!

to my Man, you're not lucky to have me. I AM lucky to have YOU. i'm not the type of person who brag, but if in case you want to know, you ask my college friends. as i've said, i'm proud of who you are, of what you have, and what you don't have. what's important is you fill to where i'm lacking. you're not perfect, neither i am. but i still think that you are the best. the rest of my life will only be spent with you, and you alone.

what would i be willing to give up in order to go to this place? i really hope my parents would allow me.. *crosses fingers*

[	mood	|	giggly	]
[	music	|	Spolarium -Imago	]

we're back. was at bite club this afternoon. sarap talaga ng burger dun. laki pa, isang plato! haha. hindi na tuloy ako nakapag- dinner. i like it more last year, when i was much, much thinner. ngayon? ay wag nyo na tanungin! anyway.. wah! showing na x-men. and im still broke. hirap talaga ng summer pag wala kang summer classes. i also wanted to watch da vinci code. but i found out that my brother fell asleep watching it. so wag na lang.

good thing im now enjoying my summer vacation. kinda last minute huh. oh well. i enjoyed naman the start of the summer. so its the start and the latter part of the summer. yung middle? ay nako wag nyo na tanungin. haha. my parents will be in france this weekend. they'll stay for a week and a half there. i soo envy them. totally. rawrr!

my throat aches. was making use of our magic sing for almost three hours. 'twas mic hugging time. frustrated singer. that's me, yeah! ^__^

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"you have to stand up for something or else you would lose on everything"

yes crisse.

whatta year. Happy New Year everyone!!! :D finally, im happy. brand new start. i always like beginnings. by the way, my whole family is here. plus there's a baby in the family. and that makes it a whole lot better. basta, masaya! sana nararamdaman nyo hapiness ko!!

good luck everyone!best wishes this coming 2006!!!!! XD

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[	music	|	Smile Like You Mean It -the Killers	]

im beginning to love the rain again.. another sleepless night.

im happy.but sad.scared.worried.dissapointed.frustrated.

of all the people that i could lose, why does it have to be you?